Nicole Kidman bares all in Vanity Fair

Nicole Kidman now happily married with Keith Urban opens up with Vanity Fair and makes big revelations about her past.
Nicole says "From the minute Tom [Cruise] and I were married, I wanted to have babies. And we lost a baby early on, so that was really very traumatic. And that's when it came that we would adopt Bella" and about her single life after divorcing Tom "You're in a hotel and you're like, 'Okay, well, I'm sitting in this big suite with an Oscar and I still don’t have a life—what is wrong with me? Who do I jump on the bed with and celebrate with and order pancakes with?' That was painful, not having that person to share it with".

Kidman confirms dating with Steve Bing and Lenny Kravitz and about the difficulties she went through after marring Keith Urban due to is addiction to drugs and alcohol she tells "We were in a very, very, very bad, painful place and have managed to step through it".
I guess that life can teach you many things but dignity is something that you don't buy! GO Nicole!!